Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Disbeleif, joy, glee, fear, and disbelief all at once

February 4, 2009

I keep looking at it. Over and over and over. I can’t stop. I am overcome with disbelief, joy, glee, fear and disbelief all at the same time.

I keep looking at it. Do I think it will disappear if I stop looking?

My prayer is that every day I offer up my gratitude that my body knows what it is doing. And I will trust, whatever that means.

I surrender to you universe. I am on a journey, that I can not will or force into submission. It will be what it will be, and I will learn whatever I can from it.

Peeing on a stick has now changed my life twice- one in feb. 09 and last year in feb. 08.

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