February 22, 2009
I have been struggling with hope
I even googled it-
What does it mean to have hope?
Am I called to hope? And to hope in what?
I feel like it is naïve to have hope that a bambino will result from this pregnancy.
And as I wrestled with this, I came to this centered place.
I hope that God is glorified in this journey, what ever that may be
I hope that God is glorified in his breaking me to his will
I hope that God is glorified in the patient surrender I practice each day along this journey and the many more that are to come
I hope that God is glorified in our desire to create life together out of the abundant love he has given us.