Struggling to hope

February 22, 2009

I have been struggling with hope

I even googled it-
What does it mean to have hope?
Am I called to hope? And to hope in what?

I feel like it is naïve to have hope that a bambino will result from this pregnancy.

And as I wrestled with this, I came to this centered place.

I hope that God is glorified in this journey, what ever that may be

I hope that God is glorified in his breaking me to his will

I hope that God is glorified in the patient surrender I practice each day along this journey and the many more that are to come

I hope that God is glorified in our desire to create life together out of the abundant love he has given us.

I hope….