Past due

I haven't given much thought to the world of being "past" my due date. I think due dates are hokey-  and I don't like how much we focus on them. But To be honest, i really thought I'd have this baby before my "due date".  I had a pretty strong intuition about it-  well, it was wrong.  But all in all-  I have really been glad I have had these last 5 days since finishing work to just relax.  I feel far more settled. And I don't feel too anxious about going past my due date.

But I will admit-  that this morning, as my eyes opened and my head lifted off the pillow on today, the day AFTER my due date, the first thought to cross my mind was:

"What if this baby never comes?"

LOL!  Granted-  not a rational thought.  I know it will come on its own time.  But I found it funny that that is the thought my subconscious produced as I was waking up this morning.