my younger sister is 10 weeks pregnant.
she finally had the guts to tell me today.
Happy f&%@$in thanksgiving to me.
it is her second baby. Had our first pregnancy not ended in miscarriage, her first daughter, now 2 years old, and our child would have been the same age.
she is not married. no education. no job. nothing.
she has been separated from her boyfriend, and the father to both babies, for more than a year.
the layers of why this is so messed up go on and on....
Talk about a slap in the face to how much time, energy and emotional energy we've put into trying to have a family.
Lord, God, there is so much i don't understand. So much....
My heart is breaking in two tonight.