Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Milestone: Toilet paper

I have stopped checking the TP for spotting when I wipe. I am not sure when I stopped, sometime in the past week or so.

I don't think I was entirely aware of how ingrained of a habit it had become, until I stopped doing it.

A well formed habit after far too many miscarriages, waiting for AF, waiting and more waiting.

I have looked at so much tp in my three years TTC.

It is freeing actually- to no longer be afraid of the toilet paper. A small sign of some bigger inner healing happening on this crazy journey.


  1. I was wondering how far along you have to be before this isn't a paranoid habit every toilet stop!

    Hooray for a great milestone like this!! xx

  2. Jealous! I am still not there. My risk of hemorrhage goes up though not down so sadly I don't think I will. I am so happy for you!