Today was a new day. The nit picky squabbles with DH, turned into our usual playful selves. My lack of motivation subsided and I felt a bit more like myself. Biking did help. I did 18 miles yesterday in the freezing cold rain. and 39 miles today (much nicer weather day).
Families of all shapes and sizes were out today, and I found myself able to connect back to that part of me that really believes that that will happen for us. The part of me that believes it is SO worth it, that it will be okay to spend the money on IVF if we need to.
If I were a betting kind of gal, I'd bet AF comes tomorrow- thus the lift in my mood.