ER is Tuesday morning- 9am.
It is finally here. And when the nurse called, I was overcome with this feeling of not being ready, like mentally it was too soon. So ironic, given I have been impatient this ENTIRE cycle. And now it is finally here and I am questioning whether or not I am ready for this. HA! I am a nutcase.
But I am beyond grateful just the same. It is here, it is finally here. And it hasn't been all that bad so far. After my u/s this morning DH sat in worship together at our church and the tears flowed quickly... out of sheer gratitude that this journey has not entirely broken us. We can still hope, and that never ceases to amaze me.
Lots of follicles- Like 17 on one side and 13 on another. Egad! Which of course makes me worry about OHSS risks. Estrogen was 2715 I think.
Oh, I am good at worrying. There is always something to worry about.
Big deep breath. Here we go.....